That’s the word Kevin Hines heard in his head on September 25, 2000, as he stood on the Golden Gate Bridge. In the midst of a struggle with mental illness, Hines got a running start and leaped over the rail.”I’m falling head-first, and I immediately recognize that if I hit head-first, I will die,” he said recently. https://www.cnn.com/2019/08/09/health/turning-points-kevin-hines-golden-gate-bridge-suicide-survivor/index.html